Monday, March 16, 2009

"The Desires of My Heart"


Emma wanted Joseph to give her a blessing just prior to him being taken to Carthage, but there wasn't time. Instead, Joseph suggested that she write out the blessing she desired and he would sign it upon his return. After his departure, Emma composed what she termed "the desires of my heart."
It reads as follows:
"First of all that I would crave as the richest of heaven's blessings would be wisdom from my Heavenly Father bestowed daily, so that whatever I might do or say, I could not look back at the close of the day with regret, nor neglect the performance of any act that would bring a blessing. I desire the Spirit of God, to know and understand myself, that I desire a fruitful, active mind, that I may be able to comprehend the designs of God, when revealed through his servants without doubting. I desire a spirit of discernment, which is one of the promised blessings of the Holy Ghost.
I particularly desire wisdom to bring up all the children that are, or may be committed to my charge, in such a manner that they will be useful ornaments in the Kingdom of God, and in a coming day arise up and call me blessed.
I desire prudence that I may not through ambition abuse my body and cause it to become prematurely old and care-worn, but that I may wear a cheerful countenance, live to perform all the work that I covenanted to perform in the spirit-world and be a blessing to all who may in any wise need aught at my hands.
I desire with all my heart to honor and respect my husband as my head, ever to live in his confidence and by acting in unison with him retain the place which God has given me by his side, and I ask my Heavenly Father that through humility, I may be enabled to overcome that curse which was pronounced upon the daughters of Eve. I desire to see that I may rejoice with them in the blessings which God has in store for all who are willing to be obedient to his requirements."
What are the desires of your heart?

2 comments:

Quinn said...

My heart desires sleep. I think it a humble and simple request actually. I am a true fan of Emma. She was an AMAZING person, with more courage to endure than anybody I know.

Emmy Southworth said...

That is beautiful! Where did you find the letter? I'd like to read more.